So guys before I start this blog post, and it is going to be a long one, I want to start of by confessing something to you guys. For those of you who have been following this blog I began by saying that I was not drinking for 100 days… well I’m really sorry but I couldn’t keep that promise, and I really regret it, which is why I am trying a again.
The reason I stopped drinking was because, over the summer period I managed to get myself into tricky situations because of drink, and afterwards I kept drinking in order to forget and keep on going, and neither of these thing was healthy for me. When I was away the drinking to forget which at the time I thought was helpful (it really wasn’t) , however when I got home I noticed that when I was drinking it just made everything rushing back, and all I could feel was anger, and I decided very quickly that I did not want to feel like that until I was feeling able to do so. One night someone who used to mean a lot to me messaged me very drunk, and I said to them:
“Drinking doesn’t always help situations it often makes them worse”
After this I realised that I really should start taking my own advice, and this time 100% stop drinking for 100 day. This means that from now my new 100 days mark is:
14th January 2019.
This feels like so long away but I feel it is something I need to do. Also if I do slip up I will, post about it on here and I will add on an extra day!
I’m sorry guys that I couldn’t do it, but this is a real challenge for me and I knew it wasn’t going to be easy, but I know I can do it! Thank you to everyone who has supported me so far it means so much!
Love
E xx
P.S there will also be an extra post today! (Preview on my Instagram account @esjourney)
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